Rebirth - Removal of a toxin.

A new phase of life has begun. I have finally cleansed my system of a toxic substance, and I feel great.

But that toxic substance is not the person I loved, it is something inside of the person I loved.

You see, we all have hearts, that are like containers for our loves and our friendships and our loyalties.

What people don't understand is that our hearts are endless. We have enough room in them to love whoever we want to love without it meaning we don't love those we already do.

People make the mistake of thinking, "If I let someone else into my heart, then this other person will be replaced. How can I just let him/her go?" What idiocy! Our hearts are the size of the ocean! We can have an ocean of loves, where each love is a mere fish!

But this poison in her heart had the effect of shrinking her heart so small that it had almost no room for anything or anyone else, beside the poison.

And this poison affected me, as someone who wanted a place in her heart, and deserved a place in her heart, but couldn't find it.

But it's out of my system now, but that's only possible if I keep her out of my heart until she clears herself of the poison that's in hers, and allows her heart to be healthy again, giving it room enough for what belongs there, not just the poison.